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Originally Posted by Odee
The point is that you may not know what gift you have for the world, and you very well could have one!
But yes, trust me when I say I feel so much like you, and it was really what was actually going through my mind when I posted it. However, just because I feel hopeless doesn't mean that I can't at least help over people alleviate their hopelessness. Even if it's silly and unlikely, we at least need to find something. Even if I begin to believe that the suffering will be endless ... I still try to convince people what I am not convinced of -- that there is hope somewhere.
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Maybe I do maybe I don't if I don't I still need to live my life, like I said I tried that kind of thinking before and it didn't help. I do what I can to help others but I can't bear telling them to be hopeful if I don't think it's true and well I suppose that is where I am at. Lately just trying to figure out what to do right now in my life since its stagnant and needing some variation at least if not improvement with the knowledge its not getting any easier that way when things continue to not improve much it wont be so disappointing.
I feel like I grew up being told to set my sights way to high, but had no preparation for not reaching that and what you make of life in that instance. I really thought all you had to do was hope for the best and try really hard and that would be enough to keep going through life and at least get by money wise...I think I was mistaking.