Hello Speed3,

I'm not a mod so please don't leap on me. But I do have some observations. I don't believe anyone has our information of where we live unless we give that information to someone. Did you give out your personal information to anyone here? Psych Central is a safe place and everyone needs to feel safe here, we are anonymous unless we choose to share our personal information.

Secondly I would like you to think about this. A lot of us here have grown to love you, we've felt your pain and were there for you when your dear son passed away. We all hurt for you. Recently your posts have been on the suicidal side, you've been unable to get help, you want to join your son...

I'll be honest here, if I had your personal information of where you lived (after caring for you) I would call the police. I would let you know first. But I know I couldn't live with myself if you did a suicidal post and I sat and did nothing about it!! Can you see that we care, we don't want you to die so if I had to and if I knew your address, and after checking with you I would have got you some help!

That being said, no I didn't call the police to get you some help because I don't know enough about you or know your personal details. Please don't be upset with people for caring.