No, she decided that she can no longer trust me and is not willing to risk being hurt further by me. I had a very similar situation with her almost exactly 20 years ago when we were younger...I am sure I was just as "sick" then as I was last year and surely should have been diagnosed as BPDll if there was such a diagnosis back then (was there?) because I was surely having a manic episode....I dumped her, quit my job, stopped paying all my bills, and ran off with a lush....then just snapped out of it about 3 months later...it was bizarre as all hell!