can't go to school, mostly housebound, have trouble tutoring bc too nervous/manic/can't think clearly/ normally enough to teach. i am not hospitalized but as i mentioned in previous post i am too high from mania to take stock of the day's mood at the end of the day. i can't even pause for a bit to ask myself what mood i was in today. i can only answer for how i feel right now right now

i find it very difficult to track my progress. i am better today than a year ago. but otherwise i am in constant moderate to severe pain, some kind of manic all day most days of the week, housebound. it's so difficult to track my progress! weeks to weeks, months to months. does anyone else have this kind of issue/situation about very difficult to track progress?