{{{beautiful pain}}}

How come you haven't sought out therapy?

I can tell you first hand, dealing with abuse that was emotional, physical, sexual, mental and verbal at the age of 16 and then later on through out the years until I was roughly 20-21 I was always getting abused, sexually assaulted and harrassed, I always thought there was a target on my head. I was barmbarded with ptsd, plauged with it. It took me 8 yrs to get where I am now, and I no longer suffer from ptsd, well I do from time to time, but I can live with it. I thank it all to my wonderful psychiatrist.

No one can deal with abuse issues on their own, it's hard to understand why you go through what you do in terms of flashbacks etc.

Please consider therapy, hon...

Take care, I hope that you are doing better.

<font color=red>~Sundance~</font color=red>

<font color=blue>"Never react emotionally to criticism. Analyze yourself to determine whether it is justified. If it is, correct yourself. Otherwise, go on about your business."</font color=blue>

<font color=black>Norman Vincent Peale</font color=black>