Lilithlee, you did post here at PC forums. That is good.
It is good to hear from you. I understand your feelings about feeling frustrated. I did understand your post. You did ok.
I wrote this to tell you, I read your post. I hope your day goes better tomorrow.
I wish there was something helpful I could give you. That could make you feel better about things. I guess I believe in you.
Again, don't be afraid to post anything you want to express here at PC. That's what PC is for-to give support to PC members. OK?
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