I know I shouldn't be nervous, but I am. After our last session (two weeks ago) left me with a very unsettled feeling. I know she's going to want to talk about it, and I know I'm probably going to get all nervous and clam up again. (if you're curious about what happened, you can read the thread I posted right before this one titled "Would you apologize to your T?") I'm contemplating spilling my guts about my "Transference" (I really hate that term, it's like it invalidates your feelings) I'm pretty sure she's picked up on it. During our last session she asked "How would I know if you had something you realllly needed to tell me?" And when I asked "Do you think I have something I need to tell you?" she just looked at me and said "I don't know...do you?" at which point, I slipped in to defense mode and started acting a little "****-ish" She's a very intelligent person, not to mention she's trained to notice these things. It just makes me feel pathetic...I know it's common to "fall for" one's therapist, and that it's some sort of psychological phenomenon....to me though, they're just feelings that have been stirred up- very real feelings.

I dunno, I'm just nervous and really not "feeling this" today. ugh.