Aw Trippin I know. You will get there. It has taken me nearly 7 years or so to get there both financially and in the head space. I have done so much reasearch and back and forth on the issue.

I hope my son takes this as a time for some inner work. Wow it really is hard watching our kids grow up. I am not ready for teens but boy I better get ready since my daughter enter highschool next year and my youngest the year after her. I try to have faith that I can handle it and that they can handle it too but it's definitely hard.

Now I have to find something for us all to wear to a wedding. Hehe might make this part of my sons consequenses he said he is going to do a 21 day yoga challenge with me after I heal up a bit. So I will take it easy because I cant wait for that, I think it will be fun for us both. He found a magazine that is just that a 21 day challenge.