OK i am beyond confused. my T had asked me to call her and leave my cell # on her answering machine.so i did along with a short message. i said that i know this is how it has to be and that i know it will be a while but to please not forget...

OK she just called me (didn't expect that for a few weeks)that was why she wanted my cell so she could call me when i was in Florida. and she said it will probably be Mondays.

now she has set up appointments for next Tuesday at 3 and one on Tuesday when i get back.and that my appointments will be Tuesdays now that way she is in the office on wed if i need to contact her. she said i do not have to talk but i do need try to communicate in some form,draw write ,or whatever i choose but i need to choose .she said we are going to start going in a different direction that she thinks will help me be able to communicate and be less fearfully.she wants me to bring in a blanket to wrap myself in when i feel so terrified that i freeze she said it will help and make me feel a bit safer. she also said i need to let her know somehow if i feel like i am going to freeze up or am scared even if it is just handing her a note.but she needs to know so she can help.

i am weary of the change. who stole my T and i hope the keep her i think i will like this one if it is for real