Thanks to everyone for the warm welcome :-)
Well, it is very hard to explain all of this because it is complex. I would think I was either completely nuts, but now I am more curious than anything.
This was not a possession by an "alien" though. It was actually sharing my body energy space with him. He never "took over" like possession stuff shows. And he was alwasy teaching me how to be a better person and how to help others out. Which is what makes it hard to think that this really was a split of my basic personality.
My T said I was a "text book" case of all the reasons someone would have multiple personality. But he could not understand how we were not split. I don't have any loss of time or any of the other things that go along with that. I did have a lot of PTS from the abuse. But the other being inside me helped me deal with that all in a healthy way in combination with the tools my T gave me.
Now other things that are strange is that I actually have a memory of my parents on a date before they were married and had me. And the being who was with me said he was the one who watched them and picked them out for me.
Well, a few years ago I told my folks all the details about seeing them, the entire setting (which was NOT a standard environment since it involved an empty resteraunt with food prepared in advance). And the things they talked about in private on that night. I also told my mom that I saw her watch me go back up into the sky. And that it was the night she fell in love with my dad.
Every single detail was correct. Also, they had NEVER talked about this date. It was the most private thing they shared.
All in all, it is just a curiousity thing to me at this point. That and curious if anyone else has heard of this! I accept that reality is not defined by my perception of it. I also accept that it is not limited to my expectation of it. If it was a Star Being, I was blessed a million times over to have him as my friend. He would tell me stories that he said the Native American people shared. He said he was a Watcher with them for over 3,000 years. And I have recently found out that the things he taught me are sound teachings from the Red Road. I did not have any other way of learning these things. He taught me respect for others and honor. And he taught me to forgive. He taught me to love myself. And he taught me to enjoy the wonder of a single drop of rain on my brow.
Life is a very curious event :-)
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