I'm sorry you've lost Maggie and now little Spencer. I know how lonely it feels to lose your pets, especially when you lose a second one before getting over the loss of a first one.

I lost two of my pets within a short time of each other, after having them both for many years.

When I lost my first dog, I had to sleep at a friend's house for the first few nights after because I couldn't handle coming home without my little dog being there. I left her bowls and beds out for months before I was able to put them away.

Losing our pets is heartbreaking because they become such a part of our lives.

I'm not sure what advice I could give you to make you feel better - you've experienced a loss so it's normal for you to grieve and it feels so hard to handle at times. Do you have a friend you could talk to? I found that it helped me, especially talking to friends who had animals of their own, because they understood why I was so upset.

I hope you start to feel better, soon.

Bluey