I appreciate where you are Steve.

I'm okay with dying too. Even tho I don't want to rush the process. I'm coming to terms with the fact that if I'm trying to follow Jesus, anything that comes into my life is for someone else. God allows things or circumstances into my life so I can be there for someone else that's going thru the same thing.

I'm working in not hating my circumstances - my depression, my anxiety, my memory issues, and the fact that I'm 40 something, and have no handle on how my own mind works...

I have mad ninja skills (as my son would say) when it comes to troubleshooting just about anything mechanical, pneumatic, hydraulic, our electronic. I can fix just about anything, and I feel privileged to have that gift.

But, I have to really push myself most days, and find a reason to keep on keeping on. It's been worse lately. I'm not sure what's up.

Hang in there Steve. We may be messes, but, we have God's promise that he will finish that which he's started in you and me.

woundedhealer7

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