Okay, first me complaining. Saw T today she said I'm still hypo-manic. I wish I could at least tell. How could I actually get things done if I'm hypo-manic? I'm sleeping a good 5-ish hours a day. I actually care about stuff can that really happen in hypo-mania?

Now for the sui stuff

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A couple of nights ago, before I knew my husband was so depressed, I mixed all of our old meds together and made it into "sand art". Seemed harmless enough but I keep it and at this point maybe not. After reading more of what my husband's more recent writings we continued adding tho OTC meds to it. We still have it but not in the house. Contemplating getting rid of it but we want to see it dissolve. I have to trust that my husband will not try to drink it. I know he's having a lot of sui thoughts but there's no way to know whether they're worse then normal or if he can finally vocalize his thoughts. This is the first time ever that he's been down but moving. So when do I start worrying?