Thank you to all. I've stopped feeling that I am a failure because I couldn't meet my T standards.

I've been going thru all these tests to see why and what kind of damage has been done to my lungs due to infections - I've had a binge/ bulemia disorder for last 5 years. The tests are frightening for me - they ended up doing a heart cat. So she picked a really strange time to drop me. I just question how another caring person can do that...