It's nearing midnight, and I probably won't be able to sleep for another couple hours, but that's okay. I started fasting originally for weight loss and self-punishment, but I think it's started to turn into a much more spiritual experience. I can get back in touch with my beliefs, mold them strengthen them. I have more time to think, especially what with not being able to sleep. I have a wave of calm that swept over me a while ago and I've actually smiled - real, not the fake stuff - for the first time in what feels like forever.

No, I'm not on drugs (besides my daily Rx's), and I don't think I'm manic or hypo or anything. I just got the feeling that everything will be alright, and I wanted to share that with everyone. All problems have a solution, and maybe they're not for us to solve, even.

Take care, all. You all are wonderful people who take time out of your day to try to help others in need, even if it's just a post or a chat. Remember that.