Thanks everyone. Yes T is back tomorrow. Am having a phone session tomorrow so that I don't have to deal with the H stuff. I have actually talked to her yesterday and today. Just wishing this month was over. Too much going on. The fear of what took place years ago and fearing that it could happen again is tearing us up. Also knowing that there are people out there that are going through what we did and it breaks our heart. Doing the best that we can.

I was so out of it that I didn't even know that a friend called when she did. I talked to her, but couldn't begin to tell you what she said. I contacted her back tonight because I had a feeling that I did talk to her today and was wondering. I did. I couldn't remember what was said. I hate days when I am so not present and wanting to hide away. Thanks for the hugs and nice thoughts. Just about a week and this will be over. Well the month will be. A little over a week. The only thing is it still takes me a bit to get over the stuff I'm going through. It's not like November 1st we are happy and everything is back to normal. Only wished that it could be that way, but I know otherwise.

Thanks again for your support. Keep us in your thoughts as this next week is going to be hard as hock pucky. Put in whatever terrible word you want there.