Hello Jrae. Blame mother nature for the depression thing. She is the one responsible for the chemical imbalance that causes depression. Are you taking any medication or seeing a psychologist?
As for what everyone else is doing, stop fussing over that.
Also it sounds like you may have what I call situational depression. That is when life s**ts on you. You can't avoid it.
Remember, other people may have their problems too. No household is perfect.
Would a cyberhug help?