Okay more pictures will be taken and it will be disposed of. He's been pushing to keep it and it probably would be bad for at least one of us. Blue Red Panic he's trying to write a poem a day for poetry month. Plans are not his strong suit. He did say he'd share his poetry with his T. So at least he's planning to be honest with her. He hasn't really convaded how bad he feels.

I'm starting to think I may originally skip hypomania at first and only hit it while coming down. My skin feels to tight and it feels like caffeine is running through my vains leading to some unsettling (for others). Knowing they're unrealistic, impossible to accomplish, messy, and won't help means hypo-manic? How many months can this last?