yea.. actually i have.. one of the bad things about living in a town like this.. not many things to do really.. i mean we have bingo or things like NA or AA. or other support groups. and stuff like that.. but i dont have money for bingo or the local casino.. nor the tolerance to sit that long in pain while they call out numbers.

Maybe if it was like arts and crafts or something fun. where I couldn't think about it.. yea.. but.. no.. we don't have any kind.

But thank you for your help. I just dont know what else to think of.