...when you get so depressed and realize that you are such a worthless POS that you do not even deserve to be a part of Psych Central, then come back quietly, because even though you still know you are worthless, being here makes it not hurt as much...sometimes.

Also To Britneigh: Amen on the suicidal feelings being our norm. My T does not even ask IF I am feeling that way anymore, just how much. In other words it is not a yes or not thing for me, am I having suicidal thoughts or not but, rather she just wants me to quantify the intensity for her.