((((((((((BP)))))))))),

It sounds like you're starting to get some ideas of what you've been experiencing. That's a good start. It's always tough recalling memories, especially ones that you've repressed. If and when you get ready to talk about it, we'll be here to listen. I'm glad you found the site and decided to join us!

Greg



"Beauty is truth, truth is beauty - that is all you know on earth, and all you need to know"