Well recently I've been looking for a job and I was looking to apply myself in Micheal's or the new pet store that just opened. Michaels I can send my resume online and the pet store I have to look into it.

I've been inside the pet store and it looks very neat/tidy most likely because its new. There was one disappointment... no pets!!! Just food, toys and things for the pets... D:. I figure since it just opened they may want people but where I really want to work at is Michaels. All those arts and crafts sound great to me. Then again they seem to have a whole bunch of people already that they must have a waiting list.

Well, to get the point I'm nervous and I have yet to even send anything in. I keep thinking about it like... What if I don't get a job at all? What if I do get the job but the pay is low and they don't give enough hours? What if I'm not good enough and the people don't like me there? What if I make a total fool of myself the first day? What if I fail at it all and get fired?

All these "What if?" thoughts are running through my head. I know, I won't know if I don't try and I keep telling myself that. But still I can't help it and in the end I'm not getting anything done. All of it gives me this choking lump in my throat feeling which obviously doesn't feel good.