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Originally Posted by nevergoodenough
Love doesn't exist. I'm defective and no one will ever accept me for who I am and love me. There isn't anything stopping me from ending my life now. I'm miserable and my life will never have a purpose because I can't make it have one. I'm just a miserable, horrible person.
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The Buddhist nun Pema Chodron says that a person can think they are the worst person in the world & that's okay. In fact, that is your treasure. You can move toward it & use it to achieve inner peace. Pema has wriiten many books & there are numerous videos on YouTube of talks she's given.
I feel similarly to the way you feel. If people really knew me... no one would want anything to do with me. Depression can be ruthless!
I don't know what I can say here that will change your mind. I've made several suicide attempts over the years. I do believe you can survive & succeed. DO NOT COMMIT SUICIDE... Get help! Keep posting!
