Hello everyone,
I've always felt alone in a crowd, and lately it's much worse. Lately it's just much worse.
My wife is into communication, and I understand that it it's vital to any good, dynamic relationship.
I tried to talk to my wife today, about my depression. It couldn't have gone any worse. It turned into an argument bc she expects so much from me. It's as tho she expected me to be healed when I got out of the hospital.
They just changed my meds, and I'm so down, I'm so discouraged. I tried to go back to work, but the stress threw me into an anxiety attack.

But, I did have a break thru this week. I finally put into words what my heart feels.

I wish I could will my heart to stop beating so I can be free, free from the burden that it is to be me.

That describes me, here, where I am at this moment....Thank you all for providing a safe place to come and bare out souls.

woundedhealer7

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