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Old Apr 05, 2013, 11:35 PM
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I wish I knew what to say to you, but I have nothing, as I'm going through those very same emotions. I completely understand you not wanting to get up tomorrow and do the same thing over again. I'm tired too, in this respect. Day after day, I go through the same (if not worse) routine, no change whatsoever. I wouldn't mind if my same routine was pleasant, but to wake up each day trying to find a way to fight suicidal thoughts, depression, confusion, and all that bad stuff, is overwhelming.

Like you, I don't want to do it anymore. And I've just about given up hope that things will ever be different than they are now. Why would I expect them to? After all, nothings changed in the last 7 years.

I don't know what to do either. I wish I could offer you some advice, some comfort, anything, but I just don't know what to say that will make things better for you or at least give you some inspiration or hope. I'm hoping that someone here can be of more help to you. I do want to say that you're not alone in feeling the way you do. It's easy to think this way, though, as there may not be anyone in your life that truly sympathizes with the way you're feeling or what you're going through, at least that's how it is for me. But, here, there are so many people that do get you. They get what it's like to be where we are.

Hope you feel better soon. There's a life waiting out there for you.



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Originally Posted by unhappycamper463 View Post
Woke up this morning and felt terrible. Drank some coffee in an attempt to get in a good workout. It didn't work. Just sped up my heart rate. Came home and just sat, staring at the wall. I don't know what I'm supposed to do. Nothing is working. I feel flat all the time, I can't sleep at night. The pills, therapy and all the other **** doesn't change anything. I don't want to do it anymore. I'm so tired of feeling this way. I don't want to do it all over again tomorrow. I don't know what I'm supposed to do.