No one can push you to go see a doctor, I think the reasons to why they are reccomending it because they have made progress, and want to see you get help and do the same.

I have no regrets seeing a psychiatrist, i've been seeing here since i was 16 and i'm 24 now and she has done me wonders, and continues to do so after 8 years. I really hope you consider it. Therapy is always hard at first cause it's new but i'm sure you will also find it beneficial.

Good luck hon.

<font color=red>~Sundance~</font color=red>

<font color=blue>"Never react emotionally to criticism. Analyze yourself to determine whether it is justified. If it is, correct yourself. Otherwise, go on about your business."</font color=blue>

<font color=black>Norman Vincent Peale</font color=black>