i get dissociation very often.
after i tried p0t for first time when i was 15 -
- after the high went away i seemed like i had permanent dissociation.
because it never went away. it would get extremely worse with anxiety.
but i had anxiety before that and i never got dissociation.
actually theres time where it became so extreme id "black out" mentally
and i would do very serious things and not remember them.
like one time i walked out of my house at 2-3am and was walking through tall
corn fields for a few hours.
many times i remember driving somewhere and its like ill "wake up" and i will say
"idk how i just got here". and i really wouldnt. its like my last memory was in my home and then all of sudden it was like im transported to wherever i drove to.
lots of other stuff.