It takes some time to adjust to emotions having been freed from their comatose state . It will keep getting better. I did the same thing, only quitting cold turkey (to anyone reading - don't do that!!) because one day I experienced something that touched me deeply and make me feel like crying, and even that crying would be relieving, but I could not cry. I kept noticing that, and soon I wondered just what I was like, unmedicated. What was beneath? What could I learn? Was I now more able to cope on my own, being a bit older and (hopefully) wiser?

I struggled on my own with no meds or therapist for a few years, then found a therapist (psychodynamic analyst) who has helped me tremendously!! When I first started therapy with her, all I could do was cry - for months. And she was fine with that, reassuringly telling me that was okay, it was what I needed, and I might need to do it for a long time. I did, and then I started to feel better through therapy.

Wishing you the best!