just a thought, there are other ways to enjoy books other than simply reading the paper copies, i for example am severely dyslexic and can't read or write, i do still enjoy reading though, by using software designed to read text out loud on my computer (it also types what i say which is how i am able to respond to your post!) there is also a great range of talking books designed for people with limited or no sight which i borrow from my local library, these are in cassette form and are basically paper copies which have been read out loud and taped. so just because reading is difficult, don't let it get you down, try another way of accessing books you may find you are able to concentrate better and enjoy the stories once again.