Kim, Thank you again :-)

Thank you to all who have responded. I've been looking through the threads and this group is great with providing support for others!

Another thing the Star Being inside me taught me was that service to others was the highest calling. :-)

This is exactly the kind of feedback I was interested in. The Star Being told me that people might or might not believe the things that I told them, but that was not the issue. He told me that each person was to be respected for the belief they held. That included the people who thought I was either making him up or whatever else. None of that mattered. But I really wanted to know if other people who delt with this profession had even heard of this kind of thing. So reading your replies back and forth has really helped me out.

I totally accept within myself that the Star Being might just be me or might be a true Star Being either way. ( I called him Byrd because anytime I saw a Hawk, he said that was his name) and people who saw his energy come forward in my personality would nickname me Bird for some reason. Different people throughout my life! And even when I was first born, my grandmother wrote a poem for me and she called me her Wendi-Bird. Also, when she died, I was 5 and she came to me after she died and picked me up from my bed and rocked me and told me "Don't be afraid. I love you." and sang Rock-a-bye-baby to me. I was actually floating too! And the next morning when I woke up because the phone rang and my mom answered it, I could not hear her though, but she came down the hall and I told her that her mom had died. She asked how I knew and I told her that grandma came to see me.

(( Warned you that my life has been ODD !!! :-) lol ! ))

Anyway, some of my friends who have heard a lot about my life tell me to write a book. I might one day. But only if I thought it actually might help anyone else who might be out there that this stuff might help.

More info:
My dad did work with NASA for a while.

"Byrd" never acted in any way, shape, or form against my wishes. If he did want to talk with someone, he would ask my permission before comming to the front of us.

I spent many years being told Byrd was just another part of me and it caused me to hate him. I wanted to hate the world and to remove myself from it. When I would be mean to someone, he would get hurt in his heart and I would feel it at the same time. I would tell him "I HATE YOU!" and he would just say "And I love you."

My life was always mine to do with what I wanted. Byrd would give me good advice about things. Like he told me when I was in college about the US economy problems we would have 10 yrs before they happened. And as the years came closer to the 9/11 event, he even had me give advice to some friends about moving their money away from the stocks over to bonds. This advice saved the life savings of one lady I worked with who said she felt what I was sharing was right.

Byrd also showed me the collapse of a company where I worked 3 yrs before it happened. I warned all the people on the team I worked with and I found myself a new job. The company that had been around over 100 yrs did collapse.

So see, I know that this is so far fetched... and I wonder to myself how in the world could this even be possible? And I know my T said with trauma we find creative ways to survive. And logically, everything in the mind tells me that is what happened. But there is just something that feels wrong with that. It just feels like there is more.

Oh. And also, after Byrd left my body last year when he did what he came to do. Well, a few months later, he showed up in the "flesh" to me in a hotel room one night. He appeared like a shining blue being. He was so peaceful and radiated such complete compassion. He told me he did that for me as a gift so I would "KNOW" the truth for myself.

Anyway, thanks again for listening to me! :-)