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Originally Posted by nevergoodenough
Love doesn't exist. I'm defective and no one will ever accept me for who I am and love me. There isn't anything stopping me from ending my life now. I'm miserable and my life will never have a purpose because I can't make it have one. I'm just a miserable, horrible person.
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((nevergoodenough)) Oh, how I have been in your place. The words you have spoken have come through my mouth many many times. Please do not believe what your illness is telling you. Ideas that I have been useing for myself: Self talk - fight back with, I am not defective, I can be loved and so on. Read books on your illnesses to find out what others have done to over come. Come to PC to get input. Keep up a good fight. We can all do this if we push back. If you can push back hard enough to get to a therapist they do help. Good luck.