T was horrible today. All she wanted to discuss and talk about what was book type stuff. In brain and etc. Felt so cold. Was a mess, still a mess. Didn't get to discuss what is going on with us. Didn't get acknowledged that we were going through and still going through h*ll. Just in the way of being stuck in the books instead of being compassionate. Hung up on her twice and wrote her a long email which we doubt she will respond. Suffering so much and feel that she doesn't even care that we are. In a way she was saying without saying, get over it already. That is the feelings that we got. So we gonna suffer this week and next week alone. Not going to group because don't want to deal with T being so cold. Feels so heartless to us. She just doesn't understand and we don't seem to be able to explain so that she can understand. We are just failures.