I transferred to a new college because I was unhappy at my old school. Yet, I am still unhappy here. Everyone is nice to me, yet i do not want to hang out with them. I feel like there is too much effort to be friends with people (like it takes too much strength out of me). I would rather be alone in my room. I do not work on homework. I cannot concentrate. I still have an appitite though. I still like talking to my friends from home and family on the phone. I feel like I don't care to have friends, I feel dull and lifeless around other people even though I do have a personality. When i was home on break, i felt happy with my family and friends. I am unhappy with people, and unhappy alone in my room.
However, i am not noticeably depressed to other people. I smile, and laugh and dress well.
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