I don't want to hold onto hate, i still want have faith, i still want to believe in people and believe there are good people in my life. At some point you have to try and forgive and believe again. That's hard sometimes but you have to start somewhere and i'll start here. If i start believing that there's no good to be found anywhere, or in anyone, then i'll betray everything i've always said i believe in. If i really do believe what i'm saying then the one person i can never fool is myself. I either believe what i'm saying or it's empty words. So, i'll try to remain true to myself and start believing again. I hope one day that you can find a way to believe too, if you do then i'll always believe with you because that's what i always try and do.