I'd been having high and lows the past year. More lows than highs and normals.

Doctor put me on paxil, stuck in low, then bam I was in a high that wasn't quite out of control, manageable. My anxiety was gone, agoraphobia: I started going to new places, hang out with friends again, talk to family!

then bam after a month of awesomeness, cycling between high, normals, and lows..I got stuck in lows.

My depression was back, started wellbutrin and I don't feel depressed anymore, but my anxiety is still here? I don't want to leave the house but at the same time I want to leave the house? The agoraphobia is still here!?!?!?!? had a panic attack while driving...ugh