If you would have talked to me 4 or 5hrs ago, even 1hr ago you would of been worried about me, teary eyed, not talkative (less than usual), quiet, testy even. Yet now, nothing. I don't feel nothing. This can't be normal!!! This isn't the first time either, it happens all the time. I'm not manic, I just feel like I could carry on with my day. If you would of asked me an hour ago, I don't know what I would of answered.

This I can do, this is anonymous, you don't know me from Adam. I can't tell or talk to others about this. One person yes, but I don't know if that is the problem!