certain things have an unmistakable allure comic....

and it's an inconvenient arrival at this truth but a sincerely worthy distinction!

...to the rest of the life!...the abundance....of which you feel unsatisfactorily deprived...!

there are activities...beyond understanding...and they are not even deep within our minds !

mania is like the ultimate "f--k off!" to pretty much everything comfortable...

...and it will go beyond encouragement...to the point of being quite forceful...simply due to it being in constant pursuit!

..and the understanding becomes apparent.

if only it could be gentle...and it can be...it really can be gentle.

mania does not want to dominate our lifes debilitate us ruin us mismanage us hurt us ...
it is integrated it is part of our personality it is something to trust to nurture to comfort ...!

despite feeling so very uncomfortable!

this illness is a "one of a kind life"...

it's either here or it aint!...

no-one would admit to it if given a choice and thats crazy cos it's here or it aint!...

it's a beautiful thing...and it's a very painful thing...

but?...!

it's a very unique thing..."you are not alone!"

I would not swap it for anything...