...I can't do it...

I doubt anyone else can either...

any person who suggests they are all compassionate are pretty much not being very honest!

I'm just here for me...!

and this is the mistaken anomaly...like it's freaking selfish like it's bad or something even worse...like ..umm?

bad...oooh!

nasty crap that one nasty oooh!

I'm glad people are selfish and self absorbed!

how else could they help me being half assed insecure?

terrible wobbly humans are useless even when they are useful...

like me for example!

I never appear here when I am terrifically terrible.

(actually thats a lie)

surely it makes sense that we are all at our worst compassionately...

therefore arriving at our best together...

and I will martyr my brain...anytime...everytime

but not my personality...

cos lucky me I don't know enough about it!