Fortunately, I was safe about it. I'm trying not to get too hard on myself because I'm a hard working and a college student. I know that I have no control, but it bothers me. I see a therapist almost every week (not this week) and I have been to a psyciatrist. I won't withdrawal because I only take them once or twice a month. I can't get it refilled because my psyciatrist refuses to perscribe it to me because, like all college kids, I drink. I do wonder though if my mood/behavior could be related to me tapering off of busproprion. I party on the weekends, but it is not typical of me to get wasted. I would be interested in doing another stuff, but most people here aren't. I hate to self diagnose, but I've been wondering if I may be on the bipolar spectrum. Does that seem like it may be a possibility?