I don't know what to do anymore.. My moods are erratic, one minute i am low and suicidal and then i am angry then i am happy and hyper then i am down again.. Me and my partner had a really a really good day today, we spent some quality time together and i was really happy for a few hours then i came home and my mood switched and i am suicidal again and i don't know what to do anymore, i just cannot cope with these feelings anymore..

I keep upsetting my partner when i am suicidal he says it breaks his heart that i am so suicidal and i feel guilty.. I am exhausted from my moods, i just cannot cope with them..

Claire..