Not a fun feeling at all. I don't want to give up drinking. I like to go out with people and get drunk. I take my Xanax responsibly and never with alcohol. I don't want to have to reinvent my social circle and lifestyle so that I can quell my anxiety twice a month. I deserve to have a normal college experience and do t want to ostracize myself. You know? Also, I don't care to tell people that I have a mental disorder. I appreciate the advice though!