I have been reading this site now for nearly 16hrs. I thought I was just dealing with depression, but after reading what other peoples symptoms are and what symptoms to look out for, I looked more into BDP. Then after reading more into BPD I realized that it can't be that as I have mood swings at the drop of the hat, with no "set" time frame, either days weeks or months, usually I have several a day.

I know I shouldn't self-diagnose, I am trying to get an appointment with a Psychiatrist, but I know that there is something wrong and I have some of the same traits/symptoms of BPD, which a very close friend suffers from, but on a more frequent turn around. Today for example, I have been fluctuating between between depressed and not depressed 5 times that I can count. Yet I haven't had a manic or high, yet I can relate to almost all of the post's in the forum.

I'm confused!?!