i want to go to my high school reunion but i think i am too fat. i have not done nearly as much as many of my classmates. i am not married. i do not have any children. i do not have a paying job. i have not even gone and i feel like a complete failure. Once again i have nothing to talk to anyone about. i do not have a fancy car either.
Always a mistake to travel that road of looking forward and backwards. Stupid of me to be interested.
Crap! now i am freaking out and hating myself all the more.
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Hide
Hide.
i do not measure up and never have.
Oh the screaming and shouting going on in my head.....ugh!