It was the friend that has been pushing me to see a doctor. I mistakenly thought I could cope with this myself and plow through it. I now see the error of my way, but I don't think it is a medical problem, I think I can narrow down what the initial trigger was.

I want to talk about this with my friend, but I don't know how to broach it. I am a very private person, and although she knows me better than I know myself, it is still hard for me to bring it up.

Other than Asthma and allergies I am in good health. I just get depressed a lot, and it comes and goes within hrs sometimes. Starts for no reason, and ends for no reason. I have spent over $5k in the last three months, which can be classed as euphoric phases I suppose.