Dear T, still not feeling comfortable without an appt scheduled. i feel like you are trying to tell me something and i am just too stupid to figure out what it is yet?

i feel like if i am good and behave, i get an appt, but if i am bad (brought up a new topic/issue/problem) that you give me hints to go away. and don't get a new appt.

i.dont.like.this.one.damn.bit.

but also feeling hurt...



mostly hurt.