Theres this thought that's been going through my mind for the past couple of days and no matter how hard I try, I can't figure out what to make of it. I haven't been diagnosed with anything yet. I've only been to see a gp and I'm waiting to see a psychologist there. It's just that I don't know if I can trust the staff working there. I went to get help because I didn't know what to do about it anymore and I have no idea if I'm really hearing voices or not because sometimes they seem so real, I think they're being said by someone around me but I never know who. I think the gp doesn't believe me and that the staff there are all laughing at me for thinking that I hear things. I was sitting in the waiting room and I kept hearing my name and people laughing. I know I can't tell whether my experiences are real, but how am I supposed to trust them when I think they don't even believe me? Am I overexaggerating or overreacting and that's why they don't believe me? I just can't cope with it anymore and I wouldn't be seeking help if I didn't need it. I hate feeling like everyone is out to get me and I can't feel safe anywhere.