i deleted this
idk i might again

but ill redo it right now...

maybe my isolation is making things worse.
staying in my room most of the week for 5 years now.
except for hospital stays.
but going out to to public is worse.
i cant handle it - and a few times ended up police taking me to the hospital.
i have been getting really stressed lately from idk what.
maybe the isolation is stressing me out.. idk.