I read about your other activities and I think thats why Ive taken note of you on the boards. Ok, Im probably acting like a concerned parent to be honest. Its likely you are only stretching your wings and went a little too far with it this time. Learning boundaries. The impulsiveness might be coming from wanting to try new things, new people and finding out who you are. You mentioned your dad was kind of controlling so you've got new freedom in college to learn who you are inside and away from your dads control. Youve accomplished some pretty awesome things already and you're on a great track. Have fun. Just be careful.