I agree too. I have only just realized that my strange "feelings" for my T are not only non-romantic, but emotionally intimate in a unique way that only exists within T. Realizing that has removed a whole bunch of confusion and has also opened my eyes to the possibilities of different kinds of relationships with people. The best thing is that it is helping me in my RL relationships. So to experience that intimacy, for me, without mixing it up with something else, has been really beneficial to my T journey.