I swear people are on special assignment to misunderstand & mislabel me on purpose. It's ridiculous. I wish they'd all just leave me alone. I'm scared. I feel like people are after me & trying to make me look bad so they can have an excuse for hurting me.

I don't know. I'm wondering if I should call my pdoc so she can talk some sense into me but I keep wondering if she's in on it too, because it's like she's too nice & too understanding. I don't know.

I saw someone outside my window just now staring at me, I know they're watching me still & that scares me & makes me angry.